i woke up today at 12 and i ate just a brownie for lunch as i dont like the instant curry noodle. i ate it and feeling full, i went to bathe and got ready to go to band. band was quite okay as we are playing the songs already but montevallo was a failure. i screwed it up. i totally cannot reach high notes and i'm like straining to even reach high e. but Praise God that i managed to warm up and can at least reached it for other songs, esp overture. but i can't really play it so fast. i know the notes but i must practice more to like get the fast notes right. i always got mixed up and jumble my fingers up. LOL! =X we played everything over again and montevallo with ashraff around sounded better but still not as nice. we went to central after band and some kids were playing with a ball, kicking it in different directions and hitting people. i find it so irritating and even the calm me can become so agitated. i'm scared of ball. ever since young i'm just scared i will scream or run away when a ball comes to me. frisbee i can play lahs but not ball. i realised that i'm outdated today. i didnt know some news. hahaha! xD im feeling quite troubled. not over anything but i just want to rant my feelings out. i stop here, going to rant to my mummy now. =DD I LOVE MY MOTHER.