i'm seriously going crazy! it's like these few days meiling didnt call me but yet i thought she called me and i would turn around and ask ling. today was freaky cos sockchian heard it too but ling said she never even open her mouth. it;s very scary. i still got reading assignments need to do, two somemore. today was busy and i cant do cos i have to call my new believers and write reports. ahhhh! i want to faster finish my hols hmk so like no more hmk during hols, but its like jeremy say i have to get my piorities right, by putting what is more important first. i did my reports first cos scared i forget. then it's like today want to do my reading assignments de, but once i think of must read storybook and like link here and there i sian alr. like suppsoed to enjoy but now got these stupid thing, if is one still okay but its llike cos of the long absence of teacher, we have to do two and i totally forgot about it after exams. i even planned ler but i forgot and now i have to do it last min in the wkend. tmr i got DARE and link meeting and camp briefing then sunday i barely have the time. if i go church, i will have little time to finish it. but if i dont go church, I WANT TO GO CHURCH! ughs. irritating. school are irritating. wth. so many things clashing. then got band somemore, i cannot go for like 4 out of the 12 practices. it's like 1/3 of the practices. hahaha! =X cant wait for hols but before hols start i must aim to finish every work that i have then i can go out enjoy. ughs. then still must type the OF thing, then thursday got sarawak briefing. muahahha. we taking silkair at least not malaysia airline. hiphop theme tmr. im sorry, i know that you're not feeling well. but how much i want and needs you to be here with me.