everyday is just a stressful day for me. monday we played during our assembly concert and though many people thinks that montevallo is nice, but the band knows that we practically sucks. the rehearsal at SCH was worst. im just feeling suffocated and stress. the bar 44 is still as piaky. its just so ughs. getting on my nerves. today played for the UGs more worst, its like pui lahs. the cornets are just so disorganised. we did the speech day dance and there were many funny things happening but also when we got back to band, many bad things happen. i dont know. i just dont like you to always turn your back on me. band ar band. studies also stress. i dont know la. i hate studying.